I have a feeling this post might be a bit of rambling, and possibly a little hard to follow, but if you stick around to the end it might make sense. That's what I'm telling myself, anyway. I've got all these different thoughts running around in my mind and I'm trying to snatch and gather them into something coherent. They seem to all be related.
CHURCHLets start with church. We have had a tough time these last weeks trying to find ourselves at home with our Spanish congregation. They are nice people, but you know, it's not familiar. We don't know if we should look for an English service on a different time to supplement, or nourish our spiritual tanks. This leads to asking ourselves good questions. What is church really for?, and thinking and realizing that it is fairly selfish to think that church is about
me, and
what do I get out of the service? Isn't our purpose to worship God, in community, and bring Him glory?
We are to praise God through everything, and that was partially was this morning's message was about. We were able to sit together for the message today because the kids were in the nursery with one of the ladies today. PRAISE GOD for that. Psalm 8:2 states that "from the lips of children and infants you have ordained praise" and it is incredible to see Brooklyn begin to do that. This week she learned Genesis 1:1 "In the beginning God created the heaven and the earth." Also she has begun to pray "Thank you Jesus for this food, amen." To know that she praises God in such innocent ways. How awesome.
Back to our church again. We were both thinking about EFC this weekend, and how it is going through the changes of 2 services. May God refine His people through the stretches and challenges that this implies. Our church here is also about to change. We think. As best we can make out (we asked a 2nd semester student who knows a lot more spanish and was also there) but our pastor is resigning. After his message today he announced that he would be stepping down, there is a membership meeting Friday, and next Sunday might be his last week of preaching. So if you can remember our church (Iglesia Bautista del Cordero) in your thoughts and prayers would be appreciated.
WALKING WITH GODThursday in chapel we were blessed to have a few talented fellow students sing in English (the first things English we have heard in a month). It brought tears to my eyes. It was "I can only imagine". I think the theology might be a bit off, because I am beginning to see more clearly that it is possible to not only "imagine" what it will be like to walk in God's presence, we can experience it now. But in heaven it will be so much clearer. Here's a link for the lyrics if you want
.i-can-only-imagine-lyrics. Anyway, our small groups time, our spiritual life class, and mostly Jesus through the Bible has been meshing these different thoughts in my mind. Jesus is real, and He wants all of me, and He wants to take this messed up, broken piece of trash and be glorified through it. The "Lord I am a vessel" round song from EFC popped into my head as I'm writing this, as kind of my sentiment.
LIFEAll of this to say that God is at work here in our lives, and we are doing more than just learn a new language. Life is very stretching at times, and we don't know what lies ahead, but we look back and see that God is faithful. To be honest, the transition is difficult at times, but the beauty of it is that we find it drawing us to God. Praise the Lord! I think I've said enough for now, I'll save my thoughts on menno's for a later date. If I forget, remind me.
CUL8R from LeRoy