Making Memories

This past weekend we took a little holiday to Grand Forks. It was amazing. We had so much fun getting away from our stresses of life, and spending time as a family. We left first thing Saturday morning, and came home around supper on Tuesday. From the time we left Steinbach I hardly thought of SOLID or the fact that we're moving today. On Monday my family came too, to spend a day with us there. We shopped, swam, played at one of their many parks, shopped some more, and had to get a new battery for our van as it died on us in the park. All worked out in the end and we had a very relaxing (as relaxing as it can be with a toddler) weekend.

Today we are moving. So many emotions to deal with. We loved this house, and are having a hard time realizing that tomorrow it will no longer be our home. Last night we cried many tears as it has hit us quite suddenly. We kinda wished we had never said yes to all that we're going into. But then we look back over the years and see what has all brought us to this point and it all makes more sense to why we're moving. We haven't really had time to prepare ourselves for this, just the little bit that we've tried to prepare Broooklyn. But we need to finish packing mostly before supper. We plan on at least getting all the big stuff out of here while we have help tonight. My mom is taking Brooklyn for us during the day so we can get more done. Unfortunately we have a couple meetings this morning to deal with first, one being Emma's 4 month needles. I sure hope she takes them okay, as adding a sick baby to our life right now wouldn't be the funnest. Well, off to packing. Hope you are all enjoying the beginnings of your summers.

Party part 2

Eating cake with Dad
Blowing bubbles with mom
Brooklyn's friend Mary after getting her face painted
Saying thank-you for the gift

Brooklyn's Birthday Party

Brooklyn woke up to a surprise of balloons
Opening some of her presents
She loved her cake
And her watermelon!

WE SOLD OUR CAR

A huge answer to prayer today as we said goodbye to our car. But also hard as another connection to life here has been cut.

Potty Training Update

It's going amazingly well. Brooklyn is now starting to tell us when she has to go. And it has been 2 days with no accidents. And half the time she is dry after her naps. Now we need to get to the point of being daring enough to wear panties out of the house. We've done that for walks and short drives, but that's about it. So we're pretty excited and proud of her these days.

Update on AJ

He's totally fine. He came home after 2 days in the hospital, and the antibiotics are working to keep his appendix normal again. Thankfully he didn't have to have surgery and he's feeling great.

Exciting & Concerning Weekend

Our weekend has been full of various emotions. Friday we hosted a Bourne Party, where we watched Bourne Identity, Bourne Supremacy, and Bourne Ultimatum. 3 of our favorite movies, back to back to back. We got babysitters (grandparents) for the kids, and watched into the night. It was so much fun.

Yesterday we went to my parents to have a work day, cleaning up and making space for our stuff when we move. We got some stuff done, but it turned out to be a different day when my mom took my brother AJ to the hospital. He was having signs of appendicitis, so he went to Ste. Anne hospital. There they checked him and told him to go to Ste. Boniface so they could check him out more thoroughly and possibly surgery. To this point he's had a C.A.T. scan and blood work done, and he has to stay in the hospital at least till tomorrow to see if Antibiotics are working. So he may not even need surgery. He must be so bored, poor boy, no t.v. in his room. We'll go visit him tomorrow.

This morning we shared in our church about our present life and future, and LeRoy preached. Tears were flowing, and we were humbled by everyone praying for us. Today we are at home relaxing, and I'm trying not to think too much of how AJ's doing. Trying not to let my imagination go.

Last Day of Work

LeRoy is officially done his work at Legacy Originals. It actually feels extremely weird, but really good too. It'll feel even better once he is finished preaching Sunday morning. Today his wonderful boss, and his wife, had a bit of a party for LeRoy, and I got to in to the city to join them. They ordered in Olive Garden for lunch, gave us a present to make travels a little easier with the girls (DVD player for the van. WOOHOO), prayed for us, and said goodbyes. LeRoy had it really good with his boss for the past 5 years, so I think after awhile he may miss it, or at least the guys there. We've been surprised and blessed by how many of them have asked for our update/prayer letters. That is very encouraging for us.

We have joined in with the new fad of cloth diapers. Maybe isn't a fad everywhere, but it seems to be with various people we know. Today we got ours in the mail, and now I am busy washing them, getting them ready for Emma to use. I never thought I'd use cloth diapers, but it seems I am doing lots these days that I never thought I would end up doing.

A Bunch of Things

What a weekend. Started off extremely stressed and thankful our garage sale is over. It is ending with a lot more peace, encouragement, and assurance that all really will be okay. We have really felt people praying for us these past few days especially, and it has helped give us peace. A couple people even brought us cookies, and muffins. It's amazing how that helps me, as then I don't have to make sure we have something for LeRoy to take to work. But it is encouraging knowing there are people thinking of us, in this extremely busy time of life.

On Saturday we enjoyed taking Brooklyn to the nearby school and seeing her excitement of being on a play structure for the first time. She screamed when we had to leave. So we went again the next day with my family, and had KFC chicken for a picnic. Yum Yum.

This weekend I was also crazy enough to attempt (for the 2nd time) potty training Brooklyn. Like I don't have enough to do these days. But it's working. YAY. She's actually excited about it this time, and today we have only had 1 small accident. Okay, we just had the second one. But I think that's pretty good considering it's only day 3. Plus she was totally dry during her nap which is a first. We practically throw a party every time she goes on the potty. Now we just have to wait for the day when she'll tell us when she has to go. Now it's us taking her and hoping we're timing things right. So far so good.

LeRoy only has 2 1/2 days of work left. We're so excited to have him home more. We're thinking we will be able to get more done once he's home, and therefore take some stress off of us. Hopefully. Brooklyn is going to love having him home more, as she asks for him every morning as soon as I open her bedroom door. But things will definitely have to change, as he is not as much of a routine person as I am. So I'm going to have to try and relax a little with our routines. Soon they'll be out the window anyways, so I may as well get used to it now.

Thank you everyone for all your prayers and encouragement for us. We feel them and appreciate them. Please don't stop.

P.S. I figured I should add something about Emma. We think she's starting to teethe as she's starting to chew on her hands.

It's Time For a Break when...

You start planning your life in your sleep. Last night I woke up to feed Emma, and I realized I was replaying everything going on in our lives, in my sleep. Life feels so crazy most of the time these days it's hard to stop thinking about everything. So I have continued thinking into my sleep. How do I stop? It's quite annoying and tiring. It sure will be nice to have at least one of the big things on our plates finished. We are feeling quite overwhelmed and stressed these days. We are having a garage sale tomorrow evening till Saturday, we need to be moved out in just over 3 weeks, and the continuing process of planning SOLID. I have just recently told myself it's okay not to have a clean house for the next few weeks. I need to rather spend my time (if there is any left over) with Brooklyn and Emma. It sure is tough, but they let us know when it's time to focus on them. Usually around supper time, and we're at our wits end. But it is somehow all working out, and we haven't had to pull our hair out yet.

Highlight of the week: LeRoy is done work next week Thursday. YAY:)

Mother's Day

Yesterday morning I woke up to LeRoy and Brooklyn downstairs in the kitchen making crepes. I was told to stay in bed, they were bringing me breakfast. It was so much fun listening to them having fun making breakfast for me, and Brooklyn getting so excited that we got to eat breakfast in bed. The most special part of it all for me, was hearing LeRoy explaining to Brooklyn that it was Mommy's Day, and that's why they were making breakfast for me, and making me a card. At one point Brooklyn was laying in bed with me, and she was telling me she drew on a card for me. Oops so she ruined the surprise, but it was so cute seeing her excitement.

After church we went to my parents where Lisa had made lunch to give mom a break, and we brought chocolate cake and everything needed for a wiener roast for supper. But the afternoon consisted of our Mother's Day tradition. The boys go golfing, and us girls go to the green house. Hahaha what a tradition for mother's day. Those boys better be pretty happy we let them leave us on our special day.

At church there was a video shown (I have seen it a few times, but it's still so funny). I just have to share it with you all. Just click here and enjoy.

Perfect Poem

Last night I started a book called Little Blessings from a Big God: finding more of God through the lives of our children. It started off with this poem written by the book's author, Michelle Medlock Adams. It went just perfectly with my feelings these days, and I just have to share it with you all.

My Gifts From Up Above

My love for you grows with each day.
You've made my life complete,
my precious little baby girls,
so innocent and sweet.

You are the perfect works of art,
formed by the Master's touch.
You've taught me how to truly love,
you've given me so much.

Each time I hold you in my arms,
the world just fades away.
You're like two tiny rays of sun
who brighten every day.

How could I want for any more
when I've been given you?
I know that I am very blessed -
You are my dream come true.

Forever, I'll thank God for you
and shower you with love.
Because I know you're heaven-sent,
my gifts from up above.

Growing Up

I have been near tears much of this morning as I have realized just how quickly my girls are growing up. Emma is now 3 months already and Brooklyn will be 2 at the end of the month. How time flies. It really feels like we just had Brooklyn yesterday. It's amazing how much she has learned in 2 years, and yet there is so much more. Emma has definitely been more of my baby than Brooklyn ever was, I think cause now Brooklyn is older and can't cuddle her as much anymore. Last night I was out for a long evening without either of them. I was so excited to see them again this morning. I often look forward to going out without them for a break, and I don't usually think twice about it when I get home. This time was different, and I was glad I could come home and be with them today. During our time of leading SOLID this summer, we will be leaving them for a couple days so we can be in a camping setting without them, and I find myself almost dreading it. I normally would be ecstatic to be having a break from them. Just shows how much little people can have an affect on us bigger people.

New Pictures

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Challenges

Since our Sold sign went up things have really felt different for me. On one hand I don't really know how or what to feel, and on the other hand I feel every possible emotion there is. It feels a lot more real now, that we are actually leaving. I have already caught myself a few times saying out loud, "I don't want to go anymore". But then in the next moment I am excited about what is coming. I am not good with change and I dread it horribly, but at the same time of being afraid I am looking forward to what this change will all bring. I have started going through our house, mostly in my mind, and putting things into categories: storage, bring with us, sell, MCC. I already have 1 box that we will either try to sell or bring to MCC.

We have so many things, I am using the modo "Do we really NEED this?" It sure does help to know what we really need to bring along. It's hard for me to think that we can't bring nearly everything, as I am a little sentimental. I just keep reminding myself even though we can't necessarily bring stuff along, we can put it into storage.

I realized this past weekend that I don't let my true emotions and feelings out. Apparently I have changed over the last number of years, since getting married, and I like the happy easy life, instead of letting myself feel true emotions. But really this isn't the happy easy life as emotions catch up to me, and it's worse than if I would have just let things out at the beginning. I don't know if this makes sense, but it helps me to write this down. So I am working on learning how I feel on different issues that come up, and sharing them right away instead of bottling them up for future. It's hard for me to show people how I am really doing, so this is a huge challenge for me. Can you help me in my efforts by praying for me? I have a feeling prayer might help.

Sold - Tears

Our house is officially sold, and it already says so on our sign. To see that Sold sign out there, brings different emotions, and tears. It means things are really going to change soon in our life, and I am not so good with change. We got this email yesterday about tears, and it was so encouraging to us, I want to share some of it with you all. There was more to it, but I want to keep those just for me.

  Tears are joy
 Tears are sadness
 Tears are happiness
 Tears are seeing ones children grow up
 Tears are the unknowns
 Tears are seeing your children follow God
 Tears are facing the future
 Tears are saying "God,... Why?"
 Tears are love without limits
 Tears are seeing your childrens dreams come true for them
 Tears are laughter
 Tears are never ending , when there's love
 Tears are in seeing your childrens prayers being answered
 Tears are in the excitement of a movie or a hockey game
 Tears are in tucking a little girl in bed
 Tears are in being a family
 Tears are saying goodbye
 Tears are forgivness
 Tears are.....
 
 One could go on & on. Tears are good.
 Scary, but Good. 

LeRoy's Birthday

Today LeRoy is 27. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY!! The plan was to drop the girls' off at my parents, meet him in the city after work, and go out for supper to Mongoe's Grill. He has yet to go there, and it's one of the best restaurants. Instead he is coming home to finish dealing with a van that we bought yesterday. So Brooklyn and I made a cake for him. It turned out alright so here is a picture. We will celebrate his birthday tonight by watching the Flames' play possibly their last game, so LeRoy's last game watching them for the next 4 years. But we'll cheer our hearts out in hopes of them winning.

Saskatchewan Road Trip

This last Saturday I (along with 3 aunts, 4 cousins, and Emma) drove to Maryfield, SK to throw a surprise wedding shower. It was so much fun driving in 2 vehicles 4 1/1 hours there, spend a few hours eating and opening presents, and then 4 1/2 hours home. We had never met this cousin to be, so it was great to meet her and show them our support of their upcoming wedding. Here are some pictures to show some interesting moments of our drive.


Emma slept the whole way there.

Aurelie on a bathroom break before being attacked by a stick.

Blurry, but you get the idea.

Trying to catch licorice that mom was trying to throw.

We have a strange family.

Spiritual Gifts

This past Sunday and this coming Sunday our church has brought in a guest speaker to talk about Spiritual Gifts. It has been very interesting, and we look forward to hearing more from him. He gave us a website to check out, to help us have a closer look at what our spiritual gifts may be. Knowing what our gifts our can be very effective, and can help us step out of our comfort zone and serve God in various ways. So if you want to know yours for curiosity sake, check out this online spiritual gift test. I (Faith) just took it, and I am told that my biggest gift is in the area of Helps and Service. I think I would agree for the most part with this test, of course there are some I may have to argue with. But maybe that's cause I wish a different gift was rated differently. One thing I know, we can't argue with what God has given us.

No More Lutch

Monday afternoon Brooklyn threw her lutch (soother) in the garbage. We've explained that soother's are for babies, and she's a big girl. It needed to go anyway cause it was ripping so we decided to see if she could let it go. She's taken quite awhile to get to sleep for naps and night. Yesterday she was in bed for 2 1/2 hours, and she just would not fall asleep. She talked and sang to herself, but no sleep. She has now been in bed for only 1/2 hour, and I think she's been sleeping for at least 15 mins. already. I guess she is starting to find other ways to help her fall asleep. Another big step for her. YEAH:) It is kind of sad for me though, makes me realize how fast she is growing up.

Overtired

Last night we had Bible Study and by 9:30 Brooklyn and friend Carter were just a little overtired. They had us moms laughing almost uncontrollably. Below is a picture and video of them. The video has no sound, but basically Brooklyn is talking really fast as she goes, and Carter is copying her and laughing. Hope you can get the drift of it anyways. It's a bit dark, so that's why a picture is here as well. Enjoy.

What a Weekend

This weekend was so much fun. It started off with having supper at a friends' place, visiting and watching our girls' play. We came home mid-evening so we could get our girls' to bed, and then we watched Lion, Witch, and Wardrobe. Saturday morning we went for 1 1/2 hour walk uptown, to do some errands and just get out into the fresh air. The plan was to go to Winnipeg with my (Faith) family to celebrate mom and AJ's birthdays. We met at 5 at Boston Pizza and then went bowling. It was so much fun seeing Brooklyn's excitement and rolling balls down the lane, but one game was enough. We just couldn't keep up with her. In the afternoon it was about 2:30 when LeRoy says "lets go now and to the mall to walk around". Both girls' were sleeping, and I needed a shower yet, but I said "YEAH". So we started getting all of us ready, and by 2:55 we were in the car leaving home. Pretty good timing I have to say. After all the city stuff we went back to my parents to watch hockey, since our Flames' were playing. It was a late night getting home around midnight.
Yesterday we went swimming, even Emma enjoyed it for about 20 mins. Afterwards we of course had to get some fries and ice cream and then in the evening we had friends' over for a game.
Yes this is a bit of a play by play of our weekend, but it was so much fun I had to share it with you.
Today and tomorrow we have a house showing which is exciting, as I hope one of these people will want to buy so I don't have to keep my house this tidy and clean all the time anymore.

Change of Plans

We didn't end up going swimming yesterday due to Spring Break. You actually have to buy tickets ahead of time to swim. Weird, but I guess then they can control how many people are in the pool. So we bought tickets for this Sunday, and decided to make it up to Brooklyn. She was disappointed but we had fun anyway. We went for a walk to get a Slurpee (yummy) and had a wiener roast. LeRoy and Brooklyn roasted wieners and we ate inside. It was just as fun of an evening.
Oh, and it was pointed out to me by a certain person that I forgot to mention yesterday what great fun we had having my sister over for a couple days. Yes she only lives 15 mins. away, but we love having her here for sleepovers, and a girls' night for me. And it's a huge treat for Brooklyn having her auntie here to play all the time.

New Pics

I've posted some new pictures of our March. Just click on the slideshow to the right and it'll take you to them.

Busy Week

This week feels like it has been crazy, and so much fun. It's like even though I'm not in school, I have spring break. Tuesday I, along with 4 friends, was able to go shopping without our kids. The five of us had a girls' day out, like the old days. Shopping, and out for lunch, without the distractions of little people. It was a wonderful treat.
Yesterday I hosted a Discovery Toys party at my house. My friend Carissa Rempel just got into selling these toys and their great. Not even too much more expensive than regular store toys. So anyway, for this party we had 12 adults, and 9 kids (3 and under) in my small house. If anyone would be interested in more information on Discovery Toys, talk to me and I can connect you to Carissa. I may even get a free toy out of the deal for hosting. We'll see once all the orders are in.
Last night we had another meeting with Dallas and Tara regarding our internship. It was an extremely productive meeting, starting to fill in blanks for that actual 2 weeks we'll be leading it. It feels so good to be able to start putting ideas down, making plans permanent on paper.
We've also had a couple showings of our house this week. We haven't heard anything back yet, so we continue to pray and not try to get to anxious. We are so excited that Dallas and Tara's house sold yesterday. One less house for sale in our price range.
Today we are home, enjoying a quieter day, and then going swimming tonight as a family. Splash splash as Brooklyn would say.

And It's Quiet

It is 8:30 and LeRoy just left to be one of the crazy SBC Alumni who stay up almost all night to play soccer. If we didn't have kids, I'd be one of the crazy fans going to watch. But I am at home listening to nothing but my humming computer, and traffic driving by. Oh what peace. Brooklyn is in bed, hopefully almost sleeping, and Emma is sleeping on the couch. These are the moments I love. Do I do something needing to be done? Or do I enjoy my quiet moments by doing something I like? I do something I enjoy, play around on the computer. And savor this minute, as the next might involve a screaming child.

Our Little Prayer Warrior

I am amazed at the memory and understanding a 21 month old can have. Last week when LeRoy took Brooklyn and brought cookies to our neighbor, it impacted Brooklyn more than we thought it would. Every day since we have caught her praying for the little boy that she brought cookies to. We'll catch her with her hands folded, eyes shut tight and saying "Jesus ouwie boy cookies". With Easter here LeRoy was teaching her that Jesus had an ouwie, so that's where that part comes in. It is so cute I wish I can capture it on camera. But it's one of those things that will maybe just stay in our fond memories of her at this age. Yesterday she also started praying for the ouwie house behind our place. There was a huge fire, and they lost their home. But hopefully the family will feel the prayers of others lifting them up, even the little prayers being said from a 1 year old. If only we could all have the faith of the little children, and maybe we can all learn to as we watch our little ones grow up.

Crazy Morning

And it's all my fault. Sometimes I tend to try and do too much at the same time. This morning was another one of those times, and once again it made me go a bit crazy. I tried to get Brooklyn ready for the day, Emma ready to head out the door, make some phone calls regarding a few different events, and talk to a friend on the computer all at the same time. This makes me get a bit angry with Brooklyn, for absolutely nothing, and Emma starts crying cause all she wants is to be held. But I am too busy in my own world to realize this. So this continues until finally we are out the door for a walk to our friend's house for a relaxing morning of visiting. And now both girls are sleeping and I have a quiet house. Phew.

Family Ministry

You wouldn't necessarily think of giving cookies to a neighbour as a ministry, but really it is. And it is a great way to get kids involved, even under the age of 2. We had been meaning to do this for the past 2 weeks, as we had new neighbors move in across the street. So yesterday evening we made cookies, and then LeRoy and Brooklyn went across the street with a plateful. Turns out they are mennonites who moved straight from Paraguay, and don't know any English. Thankfully LeRoy knows German so they could still communicate. They were shocked, and found it interesting that we brought over cookies. They said they will just have to get used to that. Too bad it doesn't happen often enough. When LeRoy and Brooklyn got back, she couldn't stop talking about the little boy she brought cookies to. I need to remember the reaction that Brooklyn gave, so that I will continue to do this, as it's a way I can use my gifts. Plus I really want Brooklyn to grow up realizing the good things we can do for people, even those we don't know.

Overwhelmed

So much to think about, so much we need to do. That is how I feel today. There is so much needing to be done for our internship in the next few weeks, it is hard to know exactly where to start. Finding speakers, figuring topics, thinking of ministry opportunities to expand the students' minds. And figure out how we are going to do all this at the same time as being there for our kids. Maybe that is one of the reasons' for us to be doing this. To get used to doing ministy WITH the kids. Somehow getting them involved. Maybe not quite at our girls' age, but I am sure somehow it will all be fine. I'm not worried.

This is a new concept for me, not being worried at all, just overwhelmed, and a little stressed. Cause at the same time as all our internship business, we are trying to sell our house (meaning keeping the house clean just in case someone comes by today or tomorrow to look at it), thinking about what all needs to be done before moving, thinking of what we are going to take or put into storage, how are we going to move all our stuff, and do we need a new vehicle? I know there are more things on our minds with this whole process like how things will all work out, and we can't answer them right now, but we know everything will work out because we are learning more and more everyday to continue to lean on God. And prayer from others. I'm amazed at how knowing others are praying can help.

Sisters

I thought this was a cute video of our girls. Brooklyn LOVES holding Emma, and rocking her.

Picture Meme

I thought this was a fun meme...type in your answer to the question in google and the FIRST image that comes up you post...unless it needs a little censoring, then you can do the next one...



Age at my next birthday:

Place I'd like to travel (where I havn't been):

Favorite PlaceA cabin surrounded by peace and quiet.

Favorite Object:

Comfy pants

Favorite Food:

Favorite Color:

Nickname:

Fatima

Birthplace:

First Smiles

I can't believe I have already gotten one of Emma's smiles on camera. But I did, so here is our sweetheart smiling at 6 weeks.

Family Picture

Yesterday evening we went to church to have our picture taken for our church's directory. This is the first time we have ever had a picture taken professionally of us, and Brooklyn did not want to cooperate. We had to resort to bribing Brooklyn with a donut after. She slowly relaxed enough to smile and laugh at the photographer so we could get a few good shots. Maybe we'll even hand this one out to people. We're not sure yet. After we went for a drive to Tim Hortons and followed through with our promise. She got a Tim Bit, the perfect size of donut for her. She gets so excited when she finally has it in her hands, she doesn't even want to eat it. It's hilarious.

Tomorrow I am going shopping with my mom. I am so excited, but this also means I have to get up by 6. Because I don't have a vehicle at home, LeRoy drops me off on his way to work. It's too bad we have to get the girls' up this early too, especially Brooklyn as that means she's up for the day that early, but it's the only way these days for me to get out. So we do what we can, and we will have an excellent day of shopping as girls. Hopefully this time I can at least come home with something.

Thankful

Since Emma was born, I have once again realized how precious sleep is. If I don't get enough sleep I lose it with Brooklyn, by mid morning. I have to say I have been getting lots of sleep compared to most moms of a 6 week old. I am going to brag a bit now, intentionally this time. It's allowed, I am a proud mommy. This last night Emma was in bed at 10:30, and didn't wake up till 6:15 to eat. I was so excited to get this much sleep in a row. Sure makes a for a little easier day mentally. I am now done bragging. I hope I don't do this too much with realizing it.

We just had about 12 Realtors walk through our house in about 3 minutes. I guess Tuesday mornings is the time to show other Realtors so they can give their clients better info. So we had to have our house looking mostly clean and tidy, at this time of morning already, for 3 minutes. It's worth it now though, I feel I don't have too much to do with the house looking this clean already. What am I talking about? There's always more to do.

UGH Neighbours

Imagine this....You are at the dentist getting work done, and you need to be in that chair for 2 hours with your mouth open. Wouldn't make you the happiest person at that moment. Finally it's over and you are excited to go home and see your family. You drive to your house only to find your neighbour has nicely cleaned his driveway, getting rid of winter's worth of snow and salt, with a bobcat, only to dump almost all of it on your yard. You are thinking that when that snow melts, your lawn is going to die cause of the salt, and grass is going to flood because of so much snow. And you are thinking it doesn't necessarily look too nice for potential buyers.

This happened to us yesterday, LeRoy being the one in the dentist chair, and we were not too happy at all. LeRoy even went over to our neighbour to talk to him, and find out who his landlord is. This guy actually gave LeRoy his name, knowing we are going to call and complain about him. I thought that was kinda funny. This guy then says he could get his bobcat friend to come and clean it up, but LeRoy said he couldn't drive on our yard either (that's almost the only way to get this cleaned up, but that would wreck things too). LeRoy felt like saying, "I could bring you a shovel". There's no way any man could shovel all that snow. Hopefully it can be cleaned up somehow, and maybe the landlord will do something about this neighbour, we've had too many frustrations in the past. Thankfully we finally know who owns the place so we know who to call in the future.

I am sure glad it's Friday. Something about Fridays, makes life more enjoyable somehow.

For Sale

Just so you all know that our house is now officially for sale. So if you know anyone who is looking to buy, let them know.

No Longer Spoiled

Brooklyn has always let me sleep in, till at least 8:30 if not 9. But now the last couple weeks has been starting to get up between 7 and 7:30. I know this is probably a normal time for most kids, but to get used to this is pretty hard. Especially when Emma goes back to sleep just before that after eating. So I guess really I am sometimes up at 6 -6:30 for the day. Yikes, that sounds worse. I'll stick with the 7, even if only for my sanity. So I guess I am no longer spoiled in the sleeping in area of my day. Thankfully I usually have a couple hours of total peace in the afternoon, while both girls nap.

God Changes Our Thinking

As many of you know we are soon going to be selling our house. We had thought for a few months already that we would try to sell privately, to save ourselves some money. A couple weeks ago we had heard about a realtor doing free appraisals, so we called her up and had her over. We just wanted to have an idea of what to sell for, and maybe get some tips for selling on our own. We were given this info and told her we'd think about it for a week and get back to her. Well, in this week, God changed our minds about selling privately. We prayed about this, whether it was smart for us to tackle a private sale, as it is a lot of work. God laid it on our hearts that we needed to say yes to this realtor, so we'd have a little less on our minds. So that's what we are now doing. We have told our realtor that we are going through her, and our house will probably be up for sale in the next week or so. Kind of sad selling our house, our first home as a family.

Double Date

Yesterday LeRoy and I left the girls with my sister and brother for half the day and went on a double date with my parents. We have not done this very often but it was lots of fun. Plus it felt like we were on our own date (way overdue) all at the same time cause we didn't have kids with us. We went to the convention center to the RV Show to dream. My parents would love an RV so it was lots of fun dreaming with them. For supper we went to the Old Spaghetti Factory, and old time favorite. It was such an amazing day filled with good conversations. Unfortunately our day ended off with a bit of a bummer when we noticed our engine or transmission light (we're not sure which one) was on as we drove home. We prayed our way home as we were not totally sure what the problem was. Thankfully we got home safely, and LeRoy was able to make it to work (I'm assuming anyway).

God's Grand Creations

Did any of you get to see the lunar eclipse last week? For me it was something I had never seen before, and maybe never will again. I was quite amazed at it, and something I won't soon forget. You know, God brings us some wonders of creation, like flowers and sunsets fairly regularly. Others, like the northern lights, meteor showers and lunar eclipses are much rarer, and in this case, more enjoyable... at least to me. Of course I had to pull out my camera and see if I could pull off a couple of good shots. My previous experiences at night photography has had less than desirable results, but I seem to have gotten luckier this time. (Thanks ebay for the $10 lens)

New Pics

We have added some new pictures onto our site so feel free to take a look at our girls.

SOLID

Students for Outreach, Leadership, Intercession, and Discipleship. This is this year's EMC/EMMC Project Macedonia (that's what we went to Paraguay through) and we are one of two couples planning and leading it. It has been decided that as an internship for our future with EMC we are to plan, organize, and lead this 2 week leadership training for high school students, along with Dallas and Tara Wiebe (my cousin, and good friends of ours). It is already keeping us busy but is fun because it is different than our normal day lives. Neither LeRoy nor I have ever done something like this so it is new and exciting. It will keep us extremely busy, especially as we have to take care of other stuff, at the same time, as we get ready to move. We are in charge of seminars, ministry opportunities, group building activities, etc. We can pretty much go where we want to go with it, incorporate ideas we feel suit the topics. Gerald Reimer from the EMC office is our go to guy if we have questions, or need guidance. This will be taking place the first two weeks of July, so we are expecting to be put on salary with the conference June 1 so we can give some full time prep to these 2 weeks. It will be taking place in South Eastern Manitoba so we won't need to travel far with the kids, and we can maybe even get their wonderful grandparents (hint hint) to take them for a couple days to help us out.

So this is the new info to share with you, in regards to our journey to Missions. As we know more we will continue to share it with you, so you can continue to pray for us more effectively.

Pictures

For those of you who have already checked out our newest album "Our Girls", I have added a video at the end of that album. For those of you who have not checked this album out, there's new pictures, so go check them out. There's some really cute ones.

Being Mr. Mom

So I spent this week at home being a Dad and helping out around the home. I learned a few things from this experience.

1. It wasn't really a holiday. It was a lot of work, and I didn't get as much 'work' done as I expected.
2. I got to bond with my daughters. They are precious, beautiful, and very lovable.
3. Faith gets 5 stars for doing all she does on a daily basis to help keep our family and our home in order!
4. I have an awesome responsibility to teach my children. The way I treat Faith, how I interact with Brooklyn, and how I get mad at her for making a mess... There were, and are so many teachable moments in a day. Wow, I have gotten to know Brooklyn so much better since Emma has been born!
   

Holidays, Decisions, and Life

There are some phases of life where it seems that there are overwhelming amounts of events and decisions going on. At times like these it is hard to even sort these things through in one's mind. This is how our life seems to be these days. It isn't that life feels out of control, but you know the feeling when you exhaust all your energy dealing with each day's activities and every week's "events", that you seem to have no time for reflection or looking ahead to planning and setting some goals for things that aren't quite here yet: the things that need to be dealt with but aren't necessarily of immediate priority. Here are some of the things that our family is looking ahead to in the next few months:

1. Selling our house
2. Leading and planning SOLID (more on that in a future post)
3. Raising our 2 girls (a day, or should I say life's work, all by itself)
4. Vehicle and travel situation

Faith and I know that many of you who read our bloq are praying for us as we anticipate the future, and so we ask that you would keep us in your prayers as we continue on in God's plans.

"However, the Lord stood by me and gave me strength..."
2 Timothy 4:17

New Pics

We've put some new pics of our girls up on our site, as well as some taken while LeRoy's parents and brother were out. Enjoy.

2 Weeks Old

Make a scrapbook - it's easy!

Came to my rescue

This song made me (LeRoy) cry this morning. I realized this week that i had such a fear that Emma wouldn't be born healthy, and didn't have faith that God would answer our prayers, but He was awesome anyway. Click on the link for this powerful song.

Hillsong...Came to my rescue

Answer to Prayer

If we look hard enough we can see answers to prayer everyday, whether big or small. This past week we have seen an answer to prayer in our lives, and it has been huge for me (Faith). When Brooklyn was born she took a few weeks to gain back to her birth weight because of eating struggles. I was preparing myself for this same struggle this time around, thinking we'd have to do the hour long process of feeding a baby all over again. Emma is totally different. In one week she already gained back what she lost, 11 oz. Feeding Emma is a breeze compared to what it was like with Brooklyn, and for that I am so grateful. I don't need to have it hanging over my head if something is wrong, or wonder why she isn't gaining. I can't imagine how much harder it would be with 2 kids to have this struggle yet too. I would definitely need even more help than I am already getting.

A Few Quiet Moments

LeRoy just got home from work and is outside playing with Brooklyn on the little hill he made for her. Emma is fast asleep, but soon will be waking up to eat. So I have a few quiet moments for myself. I am amazed how fast I have forgotten what life was like a week ago, before Emma was born. There has been times in the last 5 days that I felt very overwhelmed, not knowing how I would manage a 20 month old, and a newborn. For now I take it an hour at a time. I am very thankful I have not had to be alone with both girls too much yet, as it is very exhausting even when there's someone else to help.

We were so sure Emma was going to be a boy, as were many others. We ha d to do a double take when we saw she was a girl, and a few people chuckled when we said it was a girl. But we sure do feel blessed to be parents of two precious daughters. The way Emma can even make me smile when we're up in the middle of the night, and all I would really like to do is sleep, or even how Brooklyn drives me nuts with how overly excited she has been the last couple days reminds me of how lucky I am to have 2 healthy beautiful girls.

More Pictures

As we have a little time here and there we are slowly adding more pictures to our album, so feel free to continually go back to see if there is anything new.

A Wonderful Miracle

We have uploaded some photos on o ur Picasa web albums under Emma Janae for your viewing enjoyment. Another beautiful child, created in God's image, unlike any other person in creation. Click on the link to the right to view.

Emma Janae

Emma Janae was born beautiful and healthy on January 30, at 2:57 in the morning. She weighed in at 8 lbs 4 oz and 20 1/2 inches long. We are doing well and enjoying our new daughter. We can't even count how many kisses she has gotten from her big sister already. We will post more pictures soon.

Patience

I can't even count how many times we have read about patience in the last few days. Devotions, Sunday School, church....feels like that topic has been everywhere, and just what we have been needing to hear. Patience has been our struggle this past week, as we still await for our baby's birth. Today is the due date, so now some may be thinking we should only be starting to get anxious now. That would be under normal circumstances maybe, but after having so many false starts to labor, we started getting anxious over a week ago. So we continue to work on our patience and learn to trust in God's timing. I think we are doing better at this today, but I think it is a continual struggle for all of us.

!!Character Building!!

Wow, this week has been quite a patience builder, and quite a bit of a 180 from last week. I was trying to think positively today on the events of this week, and realized that the most positive way to put it was that i was having a 'character building' week of my life. I was so sure that we were going to have a newborn in our house by this time... was I ever wrong. You know, sometimes you think you've got something pegged, and then God laughs and says, "hey, you're trying to control events and plan things out, but guess what, you need to let me be in control." It kind of reminds me of that verse in James that talks about planning out our future without consulting God on His order of plans. Well, that's the kind of week it's been. Feeling impatient and down, and sorry for ourselves because we are just waiting. But I'm sure there is a reason for it. Anyways, I guess one good thing that's come of it is that we have been more focused in actually praying for this unborn child, and his/her future. My worries/fears have become more acute, and I'm trying to give it up more, but honestly, this waiting business is making me a little irritated. I guess there's truth to the old mantra: Two steps forward, one step back. Especially when it comes to patience.

Quiet Evening

I am now sitting here fooling around on the computer after an excellent day spent with Brooklyn. She was extremely happy all day, laughing and giggling a majority of the day. It was so much fun, and she picked a good day for it. Right when LeRoy got home from work he got ready and headed off to youth, and then our church's membership meeting this evening. So with him being gone all day, it was nice to have Brooklyn an easy child today. It sounds like she is fast asleep already, which means I have a couple hours of peace and quiet to myself. I may just have to sit and read a book. Who knows when I will have another chance for that.

Pregnant Forever?

This is how I am feeling today. Yes we are only due in 6 days, so we could still go another 3 weeks yet. But we've had too many things happen that should say this kid should be here by now. But he/she is not so we continue to try and wait patiently, but it is definitely getting harder, and I think it is starting to even get to Brooklyn. She is noticing that something is not quite the same with us, and is really needing us almost ALL the time. So we are also learning to have more patience for her. I really hope that our next blog can be the announcement of our little one, but we just need to wait. I'm starting to really dislike the word "wait". It seems like that's all we ever do. I won't be pregnant forever...will I?

Slide Show Mania

I (LeRoy)was wondering, does anyone know when slide film first became popular? Here I am, transferring thousands of slides from the late 70's to early 80's from Grandpa Zac's collection. I'm just getting started, but it's been a blast. The most fun has honestly been from hearing the excitement and responses from family members who are excited to see pictures from days gone by. A lot of memories will come to mind I'm sure: Alaska, Haiti, Grandma Zac, and many more. The picture you see here is one of Faith as a kid. I must say, Brooklyn looks quite like her Mom. Definitely beautiful.

Productivity

I have decided today that I can not just sit around, analyzing every movement this baby makes. So I am keeping myself busy. I have already swept the floor, put a load of laundry in, have carrot cake cupcakes in the oven, and gotten myself and Brooklyn ready for the day. This is all done with me only getting up shortly before 9. I have to say, I am impressed with myself. Maybe this go go going will pop this baby out sooner than later. Sure would be nice.

Missions Update

I realized that we were going to give an update beginning of December once we knew more about what was happening with our future. We only found out more info in the last week, so that's why this update has been a bit delayed. We have now handed in our applications for language school to Rio Grande Bible Institute in Edinburg, TX. Along with this went housing applications for an apartment on campus, so we don't have to look elsewhere. We have also found out that nothing is 100% settled with an internship, or plans leading up to leaving. It may happen that we will not participate in an internship now yet before school, but rather have our first year in Mexico be our internship, while being taught by another missionary. We kind of like this idea, as we wouldn't quite feel so alone once we get there, and we can better learn from more experienced in that field. So as far as internship stuff goes, things are still unsure. LeRoy will most likely be taking a course on the side of his job, focusing on missions, as he didn't take many of these in college. It shouldn't be like taking a full college course, so it should be manageable and he is looking forward to this as well. It does look like July 1 will be our first official day being supported by EMC, as well as July being our month to take time for ourselves and family before we leave. As far as I can remember right now that's about all the new stuff we know.

Please continue to pray for us as we begin to prepare to know when exactly we should start trying to sell our house, as we prepare mentally for a new lifestyle change, as LeRoy will be studying, and for our hearts and minds to be molded into what God wants of us. And of course for us three as we await our new baby to arrive.

New Pics

We have now posted some pictures of our month long Christmas. So just click on the link to the right to enjoy them. I think the next time we have new pics up, they will mostly be pics of a new member.

Winter Fun

Since LeRoy had so much time to spend with Brooklyn, he did stuff that I can't do with her. Here is a clip to show you. The slide show says there are more pics, but there is just this one video for now.

Make a slideshow - it's easy!

Christmas

We had such an awesome week and half break for Christmas. LeRoy was off work for this time, and we actually stayed home instead of going to Alberta. This was the first time to have holidays, but not travel anywhere, and we thoroughly enjoyed it. But we do wish we could have had Christmas with LeRoy's family. We spent a couple days at my parents skating, playing games, and doing our Christmas things. The rest of the time we were at home, spending time just the three of us.

Every year I am amazed that God would have sent his Son to us as an innocent little baby. Jesus has been through every stage of life as we have, seeing the struggles and blessings they can bring. This year we watched Nativity Story, and it was really interesting to see this story put on film, to see how accurate or inaccurate it was, but also to actually see the story come to life. In a way it brought new meaning to me, especially to imagine being in Mary's shoes. How scary that would be.

I am wanting to post some pictures, but have to first do some organizing with them, and have enough energy to get to that. Hopefully that'll happen in the next couple days.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

To whom it may concern

So, Faith got a camcorder thingy for Christmas, so I guess now we need to learn how to make decent home videos. So here is one of my first attempts. It probably doesn't mean much to you unless your last name is Siemens, but i thought it was probably the easiest way to show my family some old footage you maybe haven't seen. So I dedicate this video to Dad, Nate, Joash, Caleb, and the rest of the gang.

Christmas Quiz

Here is the quiz LeRoy had found. Try it (preferably without using your Bible) and see how much you really know.

1. The name of the mother of Jesus was:
Martha
Mary
Eve
Deborah

2. Jesus was born in what town?
Jerusalem
Nazareth
Bethlehem
New York

3. Joseph was a :
Carpenter
Doctor
Engineer
Fisherman

4. Why didn't Joseph and Mary stay at the inn?
It was too expensive
There was no inn
There was no room
None of the above

5. How did Joseph and Mary get to Bethlehem?
Colt
Mary rode a donkey and Joseph walked
wagon
Who knows?

6. After being born, Jesus was placed in a:
Basket
Manger
Pile of hay
On the back of a donkey

7. A manger is a:
stable
feeding trough
wooden table
barn

8. Which animals does the Bible say were housed in the stable?
cows, donkeys, sheep
lions, tigers, and bears
goats, sheep and cows
The Bible doesn't say

9. From what area were the three kings that visited Jesus?
the west
the east
the orient
none of the above

10. What sign were the shepherds told to look for by the angel?
a lion and a sheep together in peace
a tree with a star on top
a star over Bethlehem
none of the above

11. With what words did the heavenly host of angels praise God?
"Joy to the World, the Lord is Come"
"Glory, Glory, Hallelujah"
"King of Kings and Lord of Lords"
"Glory to God in the highest"

12. What is frankincense?
a form of gold
an incense from a tree
a jewel
none of the above

13. What is myrrh?
a musical instrument
a spice used for burial
a valuable wine
none of the above

14. How many wise men came to see Jesus?
One
Two
Three
The Bible doesn't say

15. What does "wise men" most likely refer to?
lawyers
star gazers
priests
doctors

16. The wise men met Jesus in a:
manger
castle
stable
house

17. Who told Joseph and Mary to go to Bethlehem?
an angel
Caesar Augustus
Herod
No one told them to go

18. The child Jesus went to Egypt:
to meet pharaoh
because Joseph was told in a dream to take him
Joseph did not take Jesus to Egypt
none of the above

19. According to the Bible, the little drummer boy met Jesus:
when Jesus was in the manger
at a house
When Jesus was about 2 years old
none of the above

20. In which books do we find the story of Jesus' birth?
Matthew
Mark
Luke
John

21. December 25th has been celebrated as Christmas since the Bible was written.
True
False


So now hear are the answers.

1. Mary Matthew 1:18 "This is how the birth of Jesus Christ came about: His mother Mary..."
2. Bethlehem Matthew 2:1 "After Jesus was born in Bethlehem in Judea..."
3. Carpenter Matthew 13:55 "Isn't this the carpenter's son? Isn't his mother's name Mary...."
4. There was no room. Luke 2:7 "...because there was no room for them in the inn."
5. Who knows? The Bible doesn't say. Some suppose that she rode something since she was so far along in her pregnancy.
6. Manger Luke 2:7 "...and laid him in a manger;..."
7. Feeding Trough It comes from a Greek word that means "to eat".
8. The Bible doesn't say.
9. None of the above. The Bible only talks about the wise(magi) coming to see Jesus. The Bible never describes them as kings. It's just the song that says "We three kings of orient are". Matthew 2:1 "Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem."
10. None of the above Luke 2:12 "And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger."
11. Glory to God.... Luke 2:14 "Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men." Most of these other songs were written long after Christ died.
12. A valuable incense made from the sap of a tree.
13. A valuable spice sometimes used in burials.
14. No one knows, but more than one. Some suppose that there were three since there were three gifts, but that is just a guess. Matthew 2:1 "Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judea in the days of Herod the king, behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem."
15. Star Gazers. Star gazers could often navigate, predict the times for best planting, knew math, astronomy, and calendar systems. They were very important in agricultural societies.
16. House Matthew 2:11 "And when they were come into the house, they saw the youth child with Mary his mother, and fell down and worshipped him: and when they had oped their treasures, they presented unto him gifts; gold, and frankincense, and myrrh."
17. Caesar Augustus Luke 2:1,4 "And it came to pass in those days, that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus, that all the world should be taxed. And all went to be taxed, every one into his own city. And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem."
18. Joseph was told in a dream to do it. Matthew 2:13 "And when they were departed, behold, the angel of the Lord appeareth to Joseph in a dream, saying, Arise, and take the young child and his mother, and flee into Egypt, and be thou there until I bring thee word: for Herod will seek the young child to destroy him."
19. None of the above. The story of a drummer boy meeting Jesus is not in the Bible.
20. Matthew and Luke only. Mark and John do not talk about the birth of Jesus.
21. False. Although the Bible talks about the birth of Jesus, it never uses the word Christmas. As best as we know, the earliest Christians didn't even celebrate Christmas. Later, several different dates were observed by Christians but it wasn't until about the 4th century that December 25th became the common day of celebration. The fact is that no one really knows when Jesus was born.

So, how did you score?

6 More Days

Yes I count down till Christmas. This year surprisingly I only started a week ago. It's my favorite time of year so why not count down. I just finished a batch of Peppernuts (no clue how to spell it how we actually pronounce it), and some of our presents have already left our house to slowly make themselves over to Alberta. This is the first year we needed to find a way to get our presents to family, without using the postal service. Thankfully we have friends going to visit family close to where LeRoy's family is, so they were willing to swap gifts for us. So when they come back beginning of January, we'll have another Christmas to open gifts from LeRoy's side. I wish we could be there to see them when they open the gifts from us though, maybe we can at least be on the phone when they open them.

Every year we read the Christmas story, and seem to continually be reminding how God sent Jesus as a baby. Leroy found a quiz this year he used in his Sunday School class, to see how much we actually know of the Biblical version of the Christmas story. It's very surprising to find out how much of what we think is in the story, actually isn't. I'll have to ask him where that quiz is and post it on here. It's definitely a discussion starter.

10 Days to Go

Till Christmas that is. Can you believe it is almost here? We just finished wrapping the last present, and it is under the tree. Brooklyn is actually leaving the presents alone, but is excited to hold them. Haven't had to re wrap one yet. It's bound to happen at some point I am sure though. LeRoy is counting down the days till he is done work, 5 to go. His shop actually closes down for Christmas till after the New Year, so he has a week and a half off. We're very excited for that of course, but it will feel different that we'll be home that whole time. Usually if we have that much time we head off to Alberta to visit his family, or have them over, but not this year. Me being almost 8 months pregnant has something to do with that. But thankfully we will see his family in February when baby is born.

Last night we had a Christmas party with some friends, without the kids. We drove through Winter Wonderland (it's a Christmas light show just outside of the city. Thousands of lights.) Afterwards we went to Olive Garden to enjoy a late supper. I think we starting eating at 9:30. It was so much fun to be out late and feel young again. I know we're not that old at all, but with a kid it sure feels like we're old, when we're ready for bed by 10. It was nice that we didn't have Brooklyn all night too, could actually relax when we got up this morning and enjoy a bit of shopping without her.

Well it's time to play some Personal Preference. Hope you are all just as excited as we are for this Christmas season.

Frustrating

So we are supposed to be getting our water heater replaced, and it was supposed to happen on Monday. We haven't heard anything yet this week. Hydro gave us till today for something to happen, and even called this morning. Hopefully they will give us a few days grace and we'll hear something soon. I'm getting quite frustrated with just waiting around for a phone call, trying not to plan much in case they might come.

Some Rambling

Today is another day when LeRoy is needing to work aaaaaaaaaaalllllllllll day. He is working on a bathroom vanity, and laundry unit for friends of ours. It will be nice when he is finished (hopefully next week he can install it), and have him home a bit more again. He's had to work a few evenings and a Saturday in the last couple weeks, and he does it to help out our growing family. So who knows when he'll be home tonight, he's hoping to finish it, so it could be a really late night.

Yesterday morning I had been up a bit and was making a few phonecalls. Brooklyn was still in bed, but I had opened her door so she knew she could get up if she wanted to. I had heard her talking so I told her she could get up and come downstairs. I've done this a few times but she always waits for me to go get her, so I expected the same thing this morning. While I was on the phone, all of a sudden, there was Brooklyn standing in our living room, just smiling at me. It was so weird to see her up, and I didn't have to carry her down. Just one more way in which she isn't much baby anymore. Oh, and a new thing she says is when someone sneezes or coughs, "bless me". Or that's what it sounds like anyway.

Yesterday we put up our Christmas decorations, and decorated our tree, so now it really feels like Christmas. We thought of making our gingerbread house tomorrow, but we may wait a bit yet for that. Less time for Brooklyn to get into it before we actually eat it. Better go wake that girl up now, she's been sleeping over 3 hours. I guess that's what immunizations can do to a kid.

Ultrasound Pics

We finally received our ultrasound pictures in the mail, but are a little dissapointed. There aren't any clear pics of the face or much else. But I have put a few pics of feet and hands on our picture site, so for those of you who are interested you can go there to view them. We also got a video that shows the heart pumping that I am posting down below. Baby's chin is on the very left of the picture, it's spine is on the lower part of the picture (the white line), a hand is moving between it's chin and heart, and the heart should be pretty obvious. It's the pumping type movement. Hope that can make enough sense to enjoy.




I realized that our poll is over and it seems most people who voted think we are having a boy. 19 people voted, and 12 think it will be a boy opposed to 7 who think a girl. Actually 18 people voted, my dad says we're having one of each. Thankfully the ultrasound showed otherwise.

18 Months

Lately I have been thinking a lot of when Brooklyn was born, and how things were when she was a baby. Most likely this is caused with expecting another one soon, and thinking of what we may expect. Then earlier this week I realized that today she is officially 1 1/2. I didn't think this would feel like a milestone or anything, but I am really feeling like it is a big day. We accomplished raising her without going too insane for 1 1/2 years already and without too many bumps on the way. She has grown into a toddler, only a tiny bit of her still a baby, using her personality to learn to new things daily. We have been so blessed with Brooklyn, spoiled with her compared to most kids. Some not so fun times included bringing her to the emergency when she fell down the stairs, chicken pox, some kind of mouth disease, and only a couple colds. Even teething for Brooklyn wasn't that bad as many of her teeth all of a sudden just appeared. Now we are only waiting for the 2 year molars and we'll be done.

Within this last week I have felt like I lost a lot of my baby as she moved from her crib to her big girl's bed. I have found this the hardest "letting go" so far. She no longer needs the walls of the crib to keep her safe. She's relying on herself mostly, learning to trust herself more, to not let herself fall out of the bed.

I'm not sure what other sappy stuff to write, there are too many memories to even begin. So I will end off with posting some pics of Brooklyn's room renovation, the pics I promised 2 months ago already.

The Before:




The After:



My daddy built this bed just for me:)

One Other Thing

Our car is fixed. It thankfully was only the battery and not the alternator like we were thinking. So we it was able to be up and driving after a couple days. Phew.

Few Different Things

Friday was our (my mom, sister, and me) annual Christmas baking day. We made a total of 5 different kinds of cookies, that should last till January sometime, in our house here anyway. We always have lots of fun doing this together, and this year it was no exception as my brother was also at home, doing other stuff, but around enough to be part of some of the laughter and good times. We usually try to pick a day to bake when the guys aren't around so they can't eat everything that we make right away.

Yesterday we had a Grey Cup Party at our place with 4 other couples. So including kids we were 15 in our small home. It was so much fun, despite the fact that our Bombers lost to their enemy the Riders'. One friend was quite happy, as she was the only one whole heartedly cheering for them. It had been a long time since we have had people over for some kind of party, and it was great. Lots of food, fun, cheering, and then sleep.

Our girl Brooklyn, somehow has learned that it can be funny when people hurt themselves, or she's told not to do something. I didn't think kids could learn this so early, but Brooklyn has a bit. Yesterday in church a little boy her age, tripped and fell. She looked away, snickered, and continued on with playing. I couldn't believe it. Where did she learn to do that and think it is funny. The other day she was wanting to push her buddy Carter, and I told her not to. She turned away from me and intentionally laughed. What are we going to do with her? So far we can just laugh behind her back cause it looks kinda funny. I just hope she doesn't really realize what she is doing.

New Pics

I have added some new pics, so just click on the link to your right.

Emotional Me

I am so thankful to be part of a group, where we can share absolutely anything on our hearts and minds. Joys in our lives, or struggles that we are going through. But I don't know if I have ever been in a situation where I almost feel awkward because something has been such a blessing to me, but to others it has been the biggest struggle of their lives. A comment was made yesterday at this particular group, that when we get married we expect everything will fall into place just like we plan, especially with having kids exactly when we want them. Well, I fall into that category, because for us we have been one of the fortunate few who have not had to struggle in any sort with having kids. But the others who were with me all do. It makes me ache to know not everyone can have kids as easy as us, and I don't always know what to say since I haven't been there. I just pray I have never said anything stupid to hurt them in any way when it comes to this topic.

As I was leaving my friend's place last night with Brooklyn at 11:00, our car decides not to start. UGH. We go back inside, some guys try a couple things only ending up parking our car on the street in front of the house. It is still sitting there today. I hate car trouble.

When I finally got home, I cried. And cried, and cried. What an emotional evening. Usually when it comes to car trouble I am needed to try and get LeRoy through it. This time it is the other way around. And now as I am still in this emotional mode, I am trying to make the decision whether or not to attend a playgroup this morning, with lots of noisy children. I just don't know if I can handle that today.

Little Less Baby

Right now Brooklyn is having her first nap in her big girl's bed. It's feeling very weird for me now, I am almost emotional about it. It took her awhile to realize she was actually suppose to sleep in there instead of just play, but she's now been sleeping (or I think she is) for over an hour. We're going to see how she gets use to napping in her new bed, and then start her nights in there too. Right now there is no rush to have her transfered, but it would be nice for her to have awhile in her new room before the baby comes. It just might help a little with a new baby transition. Hopefully then she doesn't feel the baby is taking everything of hers away. Once I get around to taking pictures I will finally post some before and after shots of her new room.

Accomplishments

We are so proud of Brooklyn as she has maybe accomplished being somewhat okay with being without us. We got a babysitter Friday evening, first time a non family member has babysat her. We expected her to scream until bedtime, but she just cried a little and then was fine. We were so excited as we now won't be scared to do that again. Sunday morning she also stayed downstairs at church to play while we could actually listen to our service. This was the first time she did this as well. We'll see if she lets us leave her there again.

Saturday we spent the day Christmas shopping. We thought we'd just get LeRoy's family gifts done, as we may have to send them with someone soon so they get to Alberta for Christmas. (We won't be spending Christmas with his family this year.) At the end of our shopping day we went over things we bought, and our list of people to buy for, and....WE'RE DONE. I still can't believe it, and have a feeling we've forgotten about someone. It sure feels good though, but a little disappointing as now I don't have an excuse to go shopping. Well I do want to get LeRoy something yet, but really need to think what.

Yesterday we spent the day at home, just us three. It was so relaxing, we don't do this very often. Brooklyn and I both had naps while LeRoy finished watching the Bombers kick butt. Then we went for a walk in the cold cold wind to rent a movie. We thought of calling people, but didn't really feel like having people over, and we don't like inviting ourselves over to people's houses, or at least most people. So we stayed home, enjoying time with Brooklyn, thinking we would go somewhere if someone called. But the phone didn't ring even once all day. That does not happen very often, so it was a nice change.

Today though it's back to work, so I better go get some work done. Hope you all have great weeks.

Nose Picker

Okay so Brooklyn is sitting here beside me, suppose to be eating lunch. Instead she is laughing histarically with her finger up her nose. Somehow she finds it is now a very funny thing to have her finger in a new found whole in her face. She's just sitting here laughing. It's too cute, I can't do anything but laugh myself.

Old Time Memories

So, you get to a certain age when you can actually say stuff like, "Remember when we were kids...."
Well, at 26 I can say this a few times over. I can actually remember a time before, cd's mp3, and podcasts. I remember cassettes, 8tracks and records. Anyway, where i was going with this was that Sunday, we were at the Reimer farm listening and recording audio from Faith's childhood. Stories of Size small, and rack, shack and benny (way before veggie tales even existed) So as i was flipping through these old records of gospel music, it reminded me of the music in my parents house growing up. With christmas time coming up i thought i would post a song or two that might even bring up some christmas memories from a childhood gone by for some of you. After all, christmas time, more so than probably any other season of the year, brings back memories for most of us. (I'm trying to post a song related to this, but i'm new to podcasting so we'll see if this works or not)

Crazy Fun Weekend

It feels like we have just been running all weekend so far. But it has been lots of fun. Yesterday we had friends from Arborg over for supper before the guys went off and played in the EMCup. This morning we were up maybe an hour before heading out the door to watch my sister play volleyball. Today was a big tournament called the Zones. For those of you not into the sports around here... Zones is a tournament close to the end of the year where all teams in the same school "zone" get together to see who wins. Whoever wins gets to go to the Provincials. Go Landmark Go. We won. Or I should say my sister's team won, so they are off to the provincials in 2 weeks. That means that all of us kids have been to the provincials for volleyball. Pretty impressive I have to say. Anyway, we started our day there and went back later on as well. In between we were at the arena watching LeRoy play more hockey, and then home for naps. So really we were in and out of the house so many times we really only got home for a late supper. It was so much fun, but we are exhausted. Tomorrow we are watching the CFL double header playoff games, Go Bombers Go, at my parents. We will be warm and cozy, while searching the game seats for my brother and sister who will freeze. Glad I am not them.

LeRoy is one of the lucky few who has Monday off for Remembrance Day. So for us it is a long weekend, and we plan to fully enjoy every minute of it. Hope you all can do the same.

5 a.m. Laugh

I never knew kids could actually be happy, laugh, and make me laugh at 5 in the morning. This is what Brooklyn has done the last two nights. Here is an exact incident that happened early Monday morning. I am fast asleep, and wake up hearing this...

Brooklyn: Mom, mom. (whimper, whimper) mom, mom.

So I go to her room and she tells me in her rammble that she is missing her soother and can't find it. I have a good idea where it is, as it somehow always gets stuck between her crib and the wall.

Me: Oh Brooklyn, lie down and mommy will find your soother for you.

She lies down with the biggest grin on her face. I move the crib just a bit, and we hear the soother fall to the floor. Then of course Brooklyn has to say..

Brooklyn: Uh Oh.

I looked at her and laughed, she laughed back, got her soother, and went back to sleep so fast.

I'm sure glad that even when I have to get up in the middle of the night for her, she somehow makes it all worth it.

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Okay so it isn't quite Christmas season, but it is close enough for me. You see, I started thinking Christmas already in July. It the best time of year, so why not start early. I woke up this morning, looked out the window, and there was barely any green to be seen. Snow, snow, snow. I love it. When I wake up seeing snow falling, I seem to be more cheery for the day. Opposite of most people. I somehow seem to have a little more energy, but at the same time feel like curling on the couch by a fire and reading a good book. Thankfully we do not have a fireplace, otherwise that is what I would do all day today.

Why does snow make me feel like it is Christmas season? Because there has been maybe one Christmas in my whole lifetime that we have not had snow. That also goes for my birthday which is in December. It just doesn't feel like my birthday or Christmas without snow. But now that I am seeing snow, I feel like shopping tons for others. Thinking what they would really like to see when they rip that wrapping paper off.

Thankfully there is a much deeper reason to why we have Christmas. It's Jesus' birthday of course. In the next few years especially I am going to have to really try and focus on that, as this is my last Christmas with snow for a long time. I know it will be tough on me, because winter is my favorite season. So if you ever think of creative ways how to mail snow, you can gladly send some my way. Maybe I should make that a challenge. Wouldn't that be fun?